Going

It is a strange little tale with many tiny images of madness. The way he used to drive through binoculars is just a tiny fact suggesting suicide and relates to the scorpion stinging itself to death with just one drop of the same Tequila he was drinking. The olfatory hallucinations which are an indication of schizophrenia, the worm smell he sensed after being out – meaning “almost dead” – for two days. Someone who was close to be under the ground, like the worms. The idea of someone being “there” just because the smell of her is there. And finally, the phrase that I liked the most: “I can’t even remember all that I’ve forgotten.”He realizes something that happened to him but does he? How do you do to know you just realized something? What is he realizing? What did you just realize?